Journal According to Mary Maloney's husband
It is time for me to reveal the truth, yet the fear that grips my heart and the past experiences that pester my mind weaken my resolve. The truth is, I am not any honorable policeman who upholds law and whatsoever. In fact, I am the criminal who breaks the law. I have betrayed my wife's love by falling in love for another woman, and right now, my heart belongs to her instead of Mary. I have considered leaving in the night while Mary is in slumber, but that would just be too despicable, even for an non-trustable man like me. Moreover, the baby in her stomach evokes pity in me, so tell me, dear diary, what shall I do? There is guilt in my heart, but I cannot stand giving up my chances with the woman I now love. Many times I have tried to speak up about my affair, but still, I do not have the guts to do it. Sometimes I wonder whether I am a man or not. Also, in my slumber, dreams of my affair pop up in my mind, and the next moment, I see the happy past experiences with Mary......
Tomorrow is the day I shall cease my guilt and continue my peaceful life by joining my goddess-like mistress. Yes, tomorrow it is.
4:41 PM
